Still here!

Well... hhhmmm.
School is done, thank goodness I made it through that much. Am waiting for my certification in the mail so I can start running on the ambulance again-it's been awhile.
I've dropped 20 pounds, so am happy about that. It's an everyday battle though. Another day gone and I didn't get a chance to work out or even walk. Food is still my comfort-that box of mac & cheese is calling out to me, even now @ 11pm.
Our appt., with Dr. Anderson is on Tues. We'll leave home at 4am to drive the 260 miles. I'm excited, scared, anxious, and who knows what else.
I find it really funny that my family is still uncomfortable about this whole infertility thing. I know they see how much I want a baby, and I know they love me. Today I was at a birthday party for my niece for 4 hours... and no one asked about our up coming appointment. No one wanted to know how I was doing. Sigh, oh well. It makes me a little sad. They did talk to an almost relative about how her pregnancy was going, how things would change for her, if she was handling things. Making sure I was busy, or not in the room of course.
Tim is home and I am feeling so grateful to have a strong, loving person to lean on. Things have been hard with all the changes, and I know that won't change. I am looking forward to taking steps in a new direction on this crazy bumpy ride called IF.