Thursday, May 6, 2010

WTF?

OMG! Could there be anymore pregnant women, or new babies? All in our town of 1,200 people and all at the library when I'm there for story time with my niece and nephew. I had to put on my smiley face, listen to the stories, and then finish crafts. Leaving I felt like I was going to fall apart. Why is my body doing this to me? When is it my turn? Why do crack whores, and drug addicts get to have babies and neglect them , or abuse them?
I am so tired....... I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of waiting for my baby, I'm tired of having to survive......
All I want to do is crawl into bed and just go to sleep.

1 comment:

Mangione said...

Thinking of you and knowing exactly what you are going through. Try to be strong but cry when you need to.